i'd much rather be alone

in the still of the night

the darkest hours before dawn

wrapped inside my head

flittering about

knowing that I don't know

enjoying the mechanics 

of my 

own

brain

yes, you see it is grand

years of fear of

my unknown mind

and thoughts

have finally be revealed 

as the source of 

all my joy

in the end there is a

certain amount of truth

wrapped up in the idea

you have the answers inside 

you

most people don't see 

them because

they're afraid they'll 

hate themselves for 

falsehoods

that's like hating yourself

for being alive

oh the burden of life

that we call living

i'll take that burden

because me

you see

i'm the one that 

really

love to be

alone.

it's when my 

truth is 

revealed

in the silent

mind of me